hi lovelies , i am back after so long . (:
life havent been really great .
finally graduated .
but upon graduating , i hope i am back in poly . =/
i miss days w germaine . );
used to always talk to her about life .
now i kind of miss those days ;
i am currently left w myself to face some prob and decision .
uni application to stirling failed .
i really dislike their way of handling things ttm !
was really given a lot of hopes and ended up gone .
but lucky , no matter what , i know i got rmit marketing .
however , now that i received their letter ;
i really dont know whether i should wait for birmingham letter to come .
life really sucks having to make such a big decision ;
that concern my life , my boyf's and family's .
and the money involved ... HUGE !
it's really v stress lor . ):
anyway , was on the phone w my boyf .
and talking about uni life .
it really fears me ....
i dont know whether making friend is an issue .
i dont know whether doing proj is an issue .
i dont know whether exam is an issue .
i dont know whether having lesser time w boyf is an issue .
and you dont know how much it scares me ;
till my tears just roll down talking about it .
i know i am being childish for being this way .
but i just cant help it . );
and God havent been answering my prayer .
i wonder why ... =/
hopefully some angels will fix the communication channel for me .
i seriously need God's answer . );
lastly , thanks my loverboy !
i love you . ♥